Wednesday, June 30, 2010

Detainees' food was poisoned with arsenic.

I was really surprised to read the headline of metro newspaper entitle "Rendam Arsenik". When I first got the paper in hand, my eyes was pulling to a picture of Mavi Marmara voluntaries with the headline that i've mentioned earlier. As I was concerned arsenic is known as a chemical which can cause someone to death.. I was so curious and open to page 10 for further reading. It says that the food which was given to the detainees was suspected to be soaked in arsenic before being served to the hand- deck of Marvi Marmara.

 the last 31st Mei we were alarmed by a shocking news of  the apprehension of Mavi Marmara crews. Their ship was hijacked by the bloody Zionist and attacked cruelly. For God sake..their purpose was just to send the humanitarian aid to the Gaza strip.. so what's the matter?? Yes it's really matter to them coz I personally think that they don't want any sources that could save and support the Palestinian to be able to stand up again. As simple as that..They have been working really hard to vanish Gaza and why should they give chance to allow them wake up???..But again nobody is a good liar than zionist..they cover up themselves by telling the world that they were reacted from the crew's attack..Twisting, editing and making up story so that they won't look evil in the world's eye..ok just forget about that...Let's get back to the story...                                                                                   

Arsenic...This what i've found about its definition..Taken from 
Arsenic is a poisonous substance, which is released both from certain human activities and naturally from the Earth's crust. Humans may be exposed to arsenic mainly through food and water, particularly in certain areas where the groundwater is in contact with arsenic-containing minerals. From another trusted sources arsenic can also be a dangerous chemical that can slowly kill when it is taken in overly dosage. 

It was reported by the three voluntaries from Indonesia and Turkey claimed that their blood contains high measured portion of arsenic..They suspected that it caused by the food given when they were in detention..

“Kami hanya diberi makan timun dan lobak merah segar selepas dibiar berlapar selama 20 jam dan ketika makanan itu diberikan, ia masih berair seperti baru dibasuh.

“Namun, disebabkan terlalu lapar semua aktivis     memakan timun dan lobak yang disediakan tanpa berfikir panjang kerana hanya itu saja sumber makanan yang ada pada ketika itu. 

Taken from

What choice do you have if you were the detainees....

Alhamdulillah..the good news is all the six voluntaries from Malaysia were told to be free from the arsenic chemical in their blood after the clinical test. However, further check up is still going to be made as a precaution.

"Ya Allah please save Gaza"

Sunday, June 27, 2010

What mood is BLUE???

Colors and mood...
Someone had told me that both of these terms are related and give profound effect to our mood and feeling..whether it's a  fact or not..I can't give you the answer..but the fact is now i'm feeling totally sad and blue represents my tone at the moment..knowing the truth that I've lost a friend..(u can read my previous post).

I'd checked my Fb and farewell wishes were flooding my site..i read them all and felt really touch..A man who was just the same age as me has already gone. Buried along with him an ambitions, dream and aspiration that will not be a reality...Allah has planned everything perfectly and He knows what's best for him...

I couldn't resist that every single event that occurs in this world is attached with Hikmah (wisdom)...a lesson that we have to learn from it and rectify ourselves from dragging away...There are three things which is beyond the control of human 1. Death and life span 2. Fate 3. Substances (correct me if i'm wrong)..Those had already been stated in Luh Mahfuz and we as a human can only change those by dua (hard pray) and tireless effort...

It's not a false to plan your life n future as if you'l be living in this world for 100 years but all the way we have to remember that life is short and it's unpredictable..God can take whoever he wants just like that...I've facing the lost before and it was so hard for me..two very important people in my life had left me..i cannot explain how bitter my life is..For me it's a test that all of us will and have to face...I know that they are all good people and God took them away coz He loves them..

Ya Allah please accept their worship...
Ya Allah please accept their good deeds..
Ya Allah protect them from punishment..
Ya Allah bless them and grant them with Jannah..
Ya Allah put them together with para Solihin..
Ya Allah don't let us who are still living on your world astray..
Guide us to the right way..
Dont neglect us..
Ya Allah please direct us to the right path and away from Your wrath..
Ya Allah please accept my dua

Ya Allah Please take my BLUE away ..ameen...

Till death do us apart..

27th June 2010 at 9.45..a friend of mine has been taken away..

إنا لله وإنا إليه راجعون

To Allah we Belong and to Him we Return

to Shirazi Bin Ibrahim

3 years being his classmate was such a memorable thing that I couldn't forget. As I still remember he is one of the earliest TESLian that i ever known and he is the first person of telling me Terengganu words that couldn't understand at that very moment.. "Mulla-Mulla", wearing Rabbit suite during the English camp performance, driving white proton saga with the plat number TK XXX and listless memories that i couldn't state here.Every time i'm flashing back that moment it'll surely curve a smile on my face. Even though i rarely talk to him we still make good friend, he seldom talk but once he did he'll make people around laugh..that's him

I was learned that he died of motorbike accident, due to critical bleeding in the brain..On 26th June 2010 I received a message from a friend telling me that he'd involved in an accident..It doesn't sound serious to me -at-the-first place coz I was informed that he just lost control of the motorbike and fell down..Sadly his head hit the road hard that caused him to serious bleeding. 

At 3.00pm i tried to call Hanif Sidek to get latest update bout Syirazi's condition. An unknown girl picked up the phone and told me that he was in coma..She said that everyone were waiting for him to get back in conscious..i felt a bit relief coz i got a strong feeling that he will make it..But Allah knows better..He failed and still in unconscious till 7.00 pm..Around 10.00 pm i received a shocking massage telling that he was not in this world anymore..he had blissfully left all of us..

I could't bear my sadness coz i was not there and maybe can't be able to be there to pay my last respect towards him..All i can do is hard pray that Allah would accept his worship and all his good deeds, rewards him by infinite folds and easy accounts..and most importantly grant him jannatul Firdaus with good people..ameen.

Missssss my blog so much


It's been a while i've not met my blog...almost 2 month i is not that i'm short of ideas of what to write..i think my fingers are just too heavy to 'dance on the keyboard' and there's no force for me to put myself in front of the laptop and vomiting ideas..well i know of some bloggers who were dropping encouraging words to me to continue writing..I really appreciate your support dear friends and InsyaAllah i'll dig out ideas and topics to make sure my blog will be alive again..

Actually I've drafted few articles to be posted..It's merely a simple writing but taking me years to finish it..haha..the articles are actually based on what I've read on few books lately..I really wish it could benefit the readers and newcomers..Ok till then..I need to stop now sisters are lining up to use the internet since we're not using wireless at home...till we meet again with some fresh ideas and input...