What can make you impress??

 I have no idea what this picture has to do with my entry. Just interpret it on your own..ngee=)

What takes you away to make you feel impress on something? arts, unique architectural building, magic, tricks, nature, cars, gadgets, shopping/ sale, pretty woman and what not..well those may give kind of vivid impression and I supposed only you have the idea of what can really attract you most..At the moment (well it may not be permanent I guess) I am so attracted with words..Lately reading really brought an enjoyment to my so-called boring day. I read articles, novels, papers anything mostly in English.. WHY ENGLISH..it is not because i'm westernize or I would want to brag about..Language is not the point to blame at the moment~ I choose English because I believe I could improve my language whilst gaining new vocab..I realized that my English is incredibly bad ..when I say bad It's really bad..believe me...you can even spot grammar error all over the place..

Just put the issues of bad English skill that I have aside..just let me handle it my own..=)

continue....

The passionate love for the reading started when I did some blowalking..I just randomly click on other's blog and finally stumble on one which appears to be appealing on my eyes..Surely hers was very colourful and attractive..Despite of her creativity of beautifying her blog, I was fond of her ideas of putting every word in line. Her writing was simple but beautiful enough to make my eyes glued on her site...Her blog was basically tell the tales of her journey to few countries that she went around..Started from her migration from Indonesia to Egypt as to follow her father who were running his own business on tourism, her family and her decided to settle down in Egypt and that moment had became her starting point to wander around few countries which I myself put a dream on to go (On fine day perhaps..when money turns not to be a big problem for me)..Talking about travelling, I just remembered reading from an article where there was a man who sell everything he own and use the money he had to achieve his mission to travel around the world in one year..Impressively he did it and recorded everything he experienced in his blog..(I would think twice or even more to sell off my properties to achieve that kind of dream..I would use the money for other purpose..well actually I have nothing to mortgage..haha)

After knowing about her blog, I cant resist not to read it whenever I had the chance to go online...I'm cursed..I'll read over and over again, embrace myself to every words tough she wrote quite a long entry..She had described everything in detail which magically has turned my views of how great to have the experience to see the world outside of my own ..Reading hers was like letting myself to travel along (Good enough to a person who has no money like me..reading can make you travel as well..heehe)..hmm that is the magical of words..can you imagine? No till you experience it yourself~ naaah go do some reading!!

Besides her blog, there were few other blogs which I found grabbing my attention (Sorry its not that I dont wanna share their site..Im not doing advertising job here..just wanna share why I like to read certain blogs/ anything related to reading material as well..To show my respect to the particular writers I choose not to display the url..) She also wrote about traveling and foods.. I used to get affected by food-hunting documentaries broadcast on television but reading hers was like i'm tasting the food as well..Her writing turns me hungry as she described the feeling and taste in accurate word..waahhh..how great she is to be able to make me hungry just by words..  

When I mentioned about blogwalking of course I had encountered numbers of exciting blogs. Those which I described above was just two of them..Most of the blogs that I went through was great and super creative..bloggers were scratching their head to bleed to amuse readers to visit their site..The power of words are capable to bait readers curiosity to know more and somewhat to entertain them..that's why I said words can impress me..well the cyber-world nowadays has taken over the shaman's job to put spells on people..hhehe

Moral Value = Do blog-running instead of just reading..u'll learn faster..ngeeee

Bye2 everyone..have a good and tight sleep..dear "sleeping beauty"...they wouldn't call sleeping beauty for nothing coz sufficient sleep really helps you to get fresh and beautiful looks..

 I wish everyone around me were artist where they could see the beauty of me..hehe

moxx 1.38 a.m

New window of 2011....01/01/11

Hi guys..first and foremost I would like to wish all of you HAPPY NEW YEAR of 2011.

I just did some blogwalking and new year wishing awash most of the entries..new spirits and new resolutions were listed..some chose to stick for the previous unsettled plan and some prefer to look ahead for the new aims and determination...but most are trying to motivate and revive their spirit plus some advice to others..

Definitely new year means adding another a year advance to our age..in other words we are getting older guys..so what have u planned in head?As for me I never set any aim b4..Just encounter the year with challenges that come..but this year I intended to do something different..Perhaps sit and wait for the challenges to come and happen by any means might not give any impact on me..I need to have some changes on my plan..to set the challenges of my own and get myself through it..

What are they??ahuksssss just about to generate ideas..

• I wanna be better muslim and contribute something for my religion..maybe through writing..I'm working on it and please help me with your pray guys.
• SERVICE my Iman and amal
• Widen my knowledge..further studies..ehemm
• Produce something that can generate money..hohoho still in plan=)
• Contributing more entries to cheer my blog..
• Looking for material that can contribute information to readers rather than revealing a lot about myself and my feeling.
• Preparing myself mentally, emotionally and physically coz i'm gonna to step ahead to a new sphere of life..InshaALlah i'm gona finish my 4 years study..grab my degree and enroll myself to one of the institutions in this country (which i've no idea where) as an educator.
• Working..working...working get a new life and love and hope it must be better than the previous year which I just left yesterday.
• Get more friends and invite new someone into my life.hehhehehe..
• Turn me from XXXXXL to S size..muahahaha
• Set a new milestone of 2011..

WOOOWwwww the list just take me by storm..Will I be able to do all that..let the time prove it..Anyhow.plan will stay as a plan without effort which I really need to make it happens...naaah cannot be too sceptical to myself..It's not something impossible to achieve kan..

Well those are the tings that I wanna do this year but, how about the things that I wanna get myself away of..

• Train myself not to be used with procrastination.
• Muster the courage and effort to end what have I started.
• Let myself out of boredom and and strip off the veil which brought gloominess to my life..
• Get away of the idea that "I'm nobody and there's nothing special about me"..That thought has been haunting my life for years.
• Money problem..need to tighten my belt for a big event this year..If u are generous do give me some..hua99x 
• Clean myself from debt. Don't know how to express my hatred toward that word.

Here's my pledge:

As 2011 has opened its window me M******M BT. H*****N will stay true and stand still to my resolution and I promise to myself that I will not play around instead of working hard to accomplish my goal. I'll assure myself to double my effort to seek my fortune this year..ohoksss..aduii x bley bla..ciap ngn pledge...

Ok guys..enough with mission, vission aims and so on..GOOD LUCK..wish u'll gain everything that you want this year..let us work on it guys...stay cool..bye2..c u in the next entry..

Do not manipulating YES word..

Today no beautiful introduction or flowering words..Straight to the point I just want to say..."Can't you say it direct to the face..


YES or NO" is that hard for you!!!...(exaggerating the mood)..

Well sometimes I believe there are people who just cannot simply say those three/two letter word Y.E.S or N.O..unless it is just open ended question "Have you eaten??"..yessssss or noooooooooo..Giving  you a situation like this...

Ok "A" is a super duper best friend of "B"...which is unquestionably loyal and trustworthy..No matter how hard the situation is "A" will always stand by "B"..Offering his hand when "B" almost fell, lend his ears to listen to every size of problem, shed "B's" tears, borrowing his shoulder for "B" to cry on, sharing with "B" his umbrella during rainy day..bla..bla..bla..etc...and so one day "A" asked "B" to accompany him to attend a family ceremony which is quite a big event and very meaningful to "A"..the feeling of owing "A's" kindness has made "B" saying YES to the invitation else "B" actually is having tons of works which is almost on due and facing a very hard time directly say that he actually will not be able to attend it...the day before the ceremony "B" called "A" telling him that "B" couldn't attend to the event providing with such irrelevant excuses..(cheat..beautiful one)..That was really made "A" sad....

The point here is..."B" shouldn't have said YES when he knows that he'll not b eable to take part...and that's what I mean by manipulating the word...though he is your best-est friend u've ever had be frank with him even it can tear your skin (just wanna describe how hurt it is) On the top of that more problem will occur, more lies will be created and even hearts will hurt..so put the strength to say Yes on the right time in a right way..say it when you know you can or you should..do not play around the bush yet at the end will make you suffer...

But, on the other way round there are people who take the yes word as his own when the other person do not claim any yes at all...example..."We will go together to the **whatever place" without even once asking do you free on this particular day? first...and that moment the NO word is so powerful...

see ya in the next entry mmmuaahhh 

Somestime it's not easy to get things tht u've always planned to have~face it!!

If I were to have my own wishlist which surely be granted, it will be as thick as yellow pages or even thicker...I believe it is a normal feeling that every human created in this world have or perhaps I might say that it's part of human characters where we always have 'I wish I could have' word in ourselves.Ok now I sound like i'm giving a lecture here..ha3~WELL a good story starts with a good introduction right...I'm sure the tittle of my entry has given you a clear picture of what i'm trying to say..or still u want me to explain in detail..hmmm...ok i'll give you an analogy...You're dying to get Faber Castle True Gel pen and ask your father to buy you one but sadly when he came back he just bought you Ah Heng pen..so tragic isn't it?well that is actually what i'm trying to say...u expected something happen in ur life which is according to what u've planned and so it turn out to be something else u never imagine or expected which turn u down (=,=")...

I guess everyone is clear with that...Lately I bumped into something which I really couldn't tell here..it's a 'sshhhh' so i'm just gonna describe it as "A"...It was sort of feeling I really want "A" to be mine...I pray to God wishing that I could own "A" one fine day..but as I really couldn't bear waiting, everyday that past seems too long and I push myself hard to keep praying..I've no other way to get it besides pray..it is not simply just giving a call and get it serves within 30 minutes like ordering pizza or cracking your piggy bank just to buy an ice-cream...This "A" is so much different from what I ever wanted..I know "A" but I never met "A" yet I want "A"...whuuuiiissshhhh what an explanation~Within that, so many things started to cross my mind..What if I couldn't get "A"? What if "A" is fated not to be mine? What if "A" is just a distraction of my life??............

Is "A" so meaningful in my life?? the answer is "I'm not sure" but why I keep forcing myself to it...well since i'm on semester break I don't mind loading myself with such questions..uhuks...ok back to the "A" issues...So as the questions and eagerness keep playing around me I try to tell myself not to get into it too much then, I try to make myself busy...Tell u, there was one day when I surf the internet looking on articles which I can read and spend my time on..As I dabbled the mouse on some issues on the screen coincidentally, I clicked on one article which  seems to give answers to my questions..well I just like the ending part of the articles where it says 'Only He knows what's the best for you...Have faith in Him..pray and ask for his help..take heed'..sort of like that...well yeeahhh this is it...take a heed..keep praying He loves to listen to your pray..He'll grant u when He knows that you are ready to have it..(motivating myself)....so I tell myself..It doesn't matter if I just got "B" which is mostly like "A" coz Allah knows that i'm not eligible to get "A" and perhaps "B" is actually better than "A" right...so what I mean here is do not simply give up of what has been fated to you...work hard to get what you want but don't ever grumble if at the end it still not yours...be grateful with it......face it....accept it.....appreciate it.........

Opick - Taubat

wahai tuhan jauh sudah
lelah kaki melangkah
aku hilang tanpa arah
rindu hati sinarmu

wahai tuhan aku lemah
hilang terumur noda
hapuskanlah terangilah
jiwa di hitam jalanku

ampunkanlah aku
terimalah taubatku
sesungguhnya engkau
sang maha pengampun dosa

Ya robbi, ijinkanlah
aku kembali padamu
meski mungkin takkan sempurna
aku sebagai hambamu

ampunkanlah aku
terimalah taubatku
sesungguhnya engkau
sang maha pengampun dosa

berilkanlah aku
kesempaatn waktu
aku ingin kembali
kembali...

dan meski aku tak layak
sujud padamu
dan sungguh tak layak
aku...

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moxx

"....if u lOve sOme1, set them freE..if they cOme back, they're yOurs..if they dOn't, they never weRe...."=)

                                                                                                                                             moxx

Ya Allah..I beg ur generosity

Please protect my heart and soul from sins..

Keep this feeling fertile...

Keep it expand and grow...

My pray that it'll be my future...

Every now and then I love the way it occur...

This spark is so wonderful which i could never utter the beauties...

it is a miracle..

God..I beg You...

Give it all to me...

For I am so greedy...

Wanting more of your bounty and love...

I wish it could be real...

The question which demands for answer

Impossible but it possible..

Only you Allah can make it happen...INSYAALLAH...

Tawakkaltu a'laAllah...