Camni baru BESSSSST!!!

ASSALAMUALAIKUM.........

senyum ckit 'chatter box'...^_____^...wanna share my happiness with the world...

Perhaps u'd feel curious or maybe less than inch of interest to know or....(maybe you don't bother to know at all)
why suddenly i'm so happy till I dig back my dusty 'chatter box' today. Actually i just got my brand new KEYBOARD...yahaahahaha
After almost a decade typing with my malfunction letter "E" laptop keyboard..finally i decided to buy new one which supposedly i should have decided to buy it earlier. Maybe for you this post means nothing, unlike me, who's life is used to procrastination, it means a lot..it's like an achievement where you finally made up ur mind to take serious action of something you'd been delaying for quite some times....huahuahua
Matter of fact, along the period of using the 'old keyboard' i started to realize how one paralyzed letter may affect others..I couldn't form a proper word without "E"..like the word everything becomes "vrything", smile becomes "smil" it's not an abbreviation or 'net language that cyber people are bragged about to use it among peers..it feels like stress when something that you really wanna tell your friend could not be delivered completely..i feel like people will laugh at me when looking at my post where in their mind they might think how stupid this girl is."doesn't she know how to spell".where the fact is my letter "E" is not working..

Out of this silly problem I dind't post any entry in my blog for almost 3 month and left it rust in piece within that period....hehe..till then..need to find some fresh idea on what to write in my blog..


Hey i just realized that few entries that i posted before mostly revolves around my feelings..uuurrrgghhh out of the objective of creating this blog.

k lah penat da nk taip lg..lapo la plak..bye3

Hello writing...............................

It has been super loooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time I have stopped wrinting since the last entry..woww~

I've no idea where did I place my courage to write. There are so many things and events that happened to me lately and I supposed it should urge me to contribute lot of entries in my blog..yet ~NONE~ nothing has came in since my laziness has gone over me.

And now I feel awkward to type plus, it seems so hard for me to generate ideas...heyyyyyy where are you???

something had paused me and i dont blame anyone except me for letting my brain go rust....

20.56
June 6

Can't read even one word

This is how the page looks like before I could sign in into my blog account..I was like an illeterate person trying so hard to read. Luckily I know that the two spaces are for email address and password..Now I can blog..hihi

All I want is U...

All i want is LUCK...but so tired of waiting and expecting for you...hey LUCK!!! do you wanna play a game??

come, let chase after me!!!..don't forget to ask miracle to join you too..(how about that?)

Happy Birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to you

Happy Birthday to Mak, Bang Mie, Madir and Cikin....

Happy Birthday to all of you..

13th January 2011

I dedicate this to my beloved mom..Supposedly it should be posted on the last 13th January 2011 but I couldn't make it since I want to produce the best out of my idea as your present..I hope you are in peace and fine there..May Allah accept all your good deeds..Mom I know you can't read this yet this is all I can do to show my love for you...Happy Birthday Mak...

Mak

Today is so bright,

I'm so happy to view the sunlight,

It is so wonderful 

and the beauty caught my sight,

The sky is blue and the birds fly high,

BUT

As I turn my head to the left and right,

I couldn't see you,

And I suddenly cried...

Mak 

You said Life is going to be tough,

That is why you thought me to be rough,

But what I learned from you is still not enough,

I realized I need to experience life by myself.

Mak 

When I was small you lead my way,

You taught me to fight and put the problem away

I manage the game of life and continue to play

Because of your words I still stand and I can stay...

Mak 

You once slapped me and said I was wrong,

I couldn't accept and it is you I put the blame on,

I'm sorry for I am too young,

But now I understand,

Your act trained me to be strong.

Mak 

I'm so hurt that I couldn't reach you,

I want to tell you all the colours that paint my life through,

what's the yellow and what's the blue,

So you can cry and laugh with me too,

Mak

The path is too dark, the wind is too cold

I couldn't bear to walk and face it alone,

The future is so fierce that I need your hand to hold,

Yet the fate ask me to handle it on my own.

Mak

Your voice is keep calling me,

I look around but I still couldn't see,

I wander around to see where could you be,

With million hopes you would stand next to me.

There's something  between us,

 I wonder what it was...

Oh, I realized that you are no longer exist.

Mak

I don't prepare to let you go,

But God decided to love you more,

The pain I've gone through has made myself sore,

Buried deep in my heart your love and your soul.

Mak

I love U

and I know you love me too

Please take care of abah

May Allah bless both of you...

                                                              -Haneem Hasnan-

~Allah loves them more than I do~

My o my...i'm sorry to say that "you are very annoying!!"

I'm sorry coz I know that I shouldn't have posted this but your act really irks me..

Actually I just received an offline message from an unknown friend in YM (Yahoo Messenger) whose suddenly out of nowhere thrown me with kind of irksome message as if I had blackmailed him..Yeah I supposed it's a HIM..Apparently I don't know who he is coz some people tend to use nickname as their code/ identity in YM list. I do admit that sometimes I sent message even to those whom I didn't know..but, I swear I never posted them with any nonsense or bunk message which could hurt directly (I don't know if it does indirectly) and as far as I'm concerned, I am not a YM person and only use it when I want to transfer files or chatting with my in-the-know friend.

(Here's the climax of the story that really burst me out)..So I try to find out what was the message I'd sent to him that has turned his mood so bad...so I tried to recall what have I sent lately..So it suddenly appeared to me that I only sent a new year wishing message to everyone and previously the islamic new year message to my friends in YM (is that wrong???)..so I wonder why was he so mad (I'm not pretty sure whether he's mad or what) coz I couldn't tell someone's intonation in text..But I took it as mad..uuurrggghhh

The message is more or less sounds like this;

Me: "Selamat Tahun Baru 2011 SEMUA"

Him: "Salam awak ni sape? asik hantar msg kat handphone saya!! bla..bla.bla"

..and I didn't reply him..

(This is not the actual message he sent me. I choose not to put the real one here coz I'll be dead meat if he finds out this blog)

Perhaps the message reached his inbox since he mentioned about Handphone.

By the the time I read it, I could only beristighfar banyak2..Astaghfirullahalazim..

So sorry der!!..Never ever crossed in my mind to bother, flirt and so on (bad intention) to any of my friends. And one thing for sure I know exactly whom I added as my friends in YM and it seems that I don't know your nickname and i'm 100% sure (no doubt at all) that you are the one who added me first in your list.gggrrrrrrrrr

Ok, changing mood.

I just mad at him just after I got his offline message and after that  I'm okay  where I know myself in a right side..I didn't do anything wrong.. I just felt terribly sad that he misunderstood me (my text).. Ironically I pointed my message to everyone and until now I don't get his intention of saying those words to me (As if I only message him in purpose to get close to him..DER I don't even know you at all masalahnyer). For Mr. 'I don't know' I don't think it's a good way to ask for clarification..Let me clarify with you my intention was to wish everyone Happy New Year..get it??? and one thing that I really want you to know is "I'm still your friend whether you know me or not"

Here's a good words for you to ponder on..

1) "Make new friends and keep the old, one is silver and the other gold"

2) "Make new friends, both young and old, one in Silver, the other Gold."

3) "Make new friends but keep the old, some are silver and others are Gold"

4}"I have a hand, and you have another; put them together and we have each other."

"Strangers are just friends waiting to happen."
- (sent by Steve Klaka) 

***Do you know how I know it is HIM? coz he is now online and his shout out is "I'm waiting for my GF to call me"..so obviously he's a man.. ekekeke